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i have not felt this way in a long time.
i am not even sure what i call this feeling that i have.
i am not sure what others call it.

again

it's almost been another whole year since i wrote on this. that basically sums up the past two years of my life...being trapped, thinking i was in love, engaged, then cheated on. i could not write for two years of my life. i felt as though someone was always looking over my shoulder.

ironic then, that i post my thoughts on a site which anyone and everyone can choose to read.

im happy. i am finally happy in my life. i know now that i can answer the question i ask myself and everyone i usually have a conversation with. "what is happiness?" "what makes you happy?"

i know now. i just want someone to ask me.